From the recording Love, VANITY
The song 'Truth Of A Jaded Shadow' by VANITY feat. KINGJAY delves into feeling lost and overwhelmed, struggling with self-worth and relationships. The lyrics depict a sense of isolation, inner conflict, and the pursuit of success amidst challenges and past mistakes, symbolized by references to being stuck in a dream, feeling alone, and facing demons and skeletons in the closet as a metaphor for your inhibitions.
Produced By: Kase junior, Dam Quan, PennyWipeBeats
Lyrics
(Dam Quan Who Cook This up?)
Feel like I'm stuck in a dream
(n-n-No Face, No Kase)
Stuck in a dream (Wipe Still Counting)
I get way too faded speaking honestly
(Damn)
I been way too jaded when you come to me
(Yeah)
And I know that you hated all my modesty
Like maybe this a prophecy
My Cupid shit a odyssey
I used to be a prodigy
But nowadays I'm way too Vain to see my own hypocrisy
This not a love letter
Girl this an apology
Yeah you could better
But you'd rather ride with me
Yeah she could do better
But she'd rather die with me (yeah)
And that sits right with me (yeah)
I used to be afraid
That I would be nothing entirely
But now I'm bossed up with no parents to be proud of me (yuh)
It's so apparent they'd be proud of me
Feel like I'm stuck in a dream
I can't even see
You're making me nauseous
I can't even breathe
I can't even breathe
Can't even breathe (hey-ay)
Feel like I'm stuck in a dream
I can't even see
You're making me nauseous
I can't even breathe
I can't even breathe
(I can't even breathe)
Yeah, girl I can't even breathe
(Girl I can't even breathe, I can't even breathe)
I feel so alone girl, I feel so alone (I feel so alone)
Why you hit my phone girl
Why you hit my phone (Like why you hit my phone)
Yeah stuck in this dream please leave me alone
Stuck in this dream here, Stuck in my own (stuck in my zone)
Mind
This aint right girl I can't find my own
Home
Hey, nowhere to go, oh, oh
Yeah, nowhere, to run (nowhere)
Nowhere, to hide (Nowhere)
No home, to go back to (no home)
To go back to, To go back to
Show me all your demons girl
Baby I'ma find them
Show me all your skeletons and girl I'll go and hide them
Show me all your lovers maybe i'll go fight them
Show me where your heart is, maybe i'll reside here
1, 2, 3, Stones thrown at me
1, 2, 3, Chances gave to make peace
I aint never even had to grab the .40
Passin' everyday, get my money, Get the cheese
Too much cheese breaking my wallet
Too much cheese breaking my pockets
Talk about what you gon do
But you never lock in
Me and my all my niggas fuckin ball like boston
Ballin' like boston, I aint had a option, I had to go get to the cake
We just been focused on making a way for our family
My niggas never had to wait
If I told him I'ma get him a stack, I'ma get him the same stack, same day
My niggas running ya game
And we running ya industry nigga we on the same page, I can't
Huh, I can't even argue (argue)
I can't even chase (I can't even chase)
I been gettin hella bank
Hella fuckin pape
Niggas hella mad I got swag, I got bape (yeah)
I got bad bitches, hella fine
Hella fine shit, Baby you is fine bitch
She wanna grip the pole Told her, "can you find it?"
She wanna suck the dick but baby can you ride it?
My stacks so centerfold they always be aligning
I might go insane blow my Kurt Cobain
Up my pole mid-center hit you in yo fucking brain
Bitch I'm hard duh, I aint never had to follow waves
Don't let my heart go girl I don't wanna fall to waste

